Saturday, October 9, 2010

dear you,

2 for 1 tickets will run out.
and my favourite watch will eventually stop.
things come to an end.
have we?

am i being melodramatic?
or am i just tired of it all?
i dont like being constantly put down.
and i dont like that you would choose your weed smoking arse of a friend over me.
i dont like how you dont text back when i am sad.
and i dont like how you dont care about my problems sometimes, i know they arnt interesting, but you know i have no-one else to talk to.
i dont like you sometimes. you're so rude and obnoxious.
i dont like how you ask me whats wrong, but then when i tell you, you make me feel guilty for it.

i cant take you anymore.
dear you,

i guess life is a funny thing. one moment i feel we are happier and everything than ever before.
but sometimes i still feel alone.

and i guess you dont get that.

its not like i'm unhappy. and i still love you.
i just wonder sometimes.
i've never really been single for long, and i'm so young. am i already too dependant on someone else? do i need to be?
sometimes, i wonder if i'd just like to see what it would be like to be alone for a while.

love, grace.